Devastated

I've had the day from hell today. I had the follow up appointment after my operation in July.

I'm okay, I'm not ill, I'm just not pregnant and I'm not going to get the fertility treatment they promised. I'm still feeling very emotional so I won't try to explain it all now but suffice it to say I am devastated.

I need to try to get a bit of perspective and I'm sure I'll be okay in a day or so but right now my eyes are swollen and red from a day of on and off crying!!